SO, I’ve battled it through on my own, Jack, 
    I have done with all dreaming and doubt. 
Though “stoney” to-night and alone, Jack, 
    I am watching the Old Year out. 
I have finished with brooding and fears, 
    Jack, And the spirit is rising in me, 
For the sake of the old New Years, Jack, 
    And the bright New Years to be.
I have fallen in worldly disgrace, Jack, 
    And I know very well that you heard; 
They have blackened my name in this place, Jack, 
    And I answered them never a word. 
But why should I bluster or grieve, 
    Jack? So narrow and paltry they be— 
I knew you would never believe, Jack, 
    The lies that were said against me.
 
That is done which shall never be undone, 
    And I blame not, I blame not my land, 
But I’m hearing the Calling of London, 
    And I long for the roar of the Strand. 
It was always the same with our race, 
    Jack; You know how a vagabond feels— 
We can fight a straight man face to face, Jack. 
    But we can’t keep the curs from our heels.
 
You know I loved women and drink, Jack, 
    And that’s how the trouble began; 
But you know that I never would shrink, 
    Jack, From a deed that was worthy a man! 
I never was paltry or mean, Jack. 
    And cruel I never could be, 
I will give you a hand which is clean, 
    Jack, When we meet again over the sea.
 
I will bring a few wrinkles of care, 
    Jack; I have altered a lot, I am told; 
The steel-filings show in my hair, Jack; 
    But my heart is as young as of old. 
I have faith still in women, and men, Jack, 
    Though selfish and blind they may be. 
I still have my soul and my pen, Jack, 
    And my country seems dearer to me.
 
I will sail when your summer sets in, Jack, 
    And good-bye to my own native land; 
Oh, I long for a glimpse of your grin, Jack, 
    And I long for the grip of your hand. 
We both suffered sorrow and pain, Jack, 
    And sinned in the days that are done; 
But we’ll fight the old battle again, Jack, 
    Where the battle is worth being won.
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