I BUILT my soul a lordly pleasure-house, 
    Wherein at ease for aye to dwell. 
I said, ‘O Soul, make merry and carouse, 
        Dear soul, for all is well.’
A huge crag-platform, smooth as burnish’d brass 
    I chose. The ranged ramparts bright 
From level meadow-bases of deep grass 
        Suddenly scaled the light.
 
Thereon I built it firm. Of ledge or shelf 
    The rock rose clear, or winding stair. 
My soul would live alone unto herself 
        In her high palace there.
 
And ‘while the world runs round and round,’ I said, 
    ‘Reign thou apart, a quiet king, 
Still as, while Saturn whirls, his steadfast shade 
        Sleeps on his luminous ring.’
 
To which my soul made answer readily: 
    ‘Trust me, in bliss I shall abide 
In this great mansion, that is built for me, 
        So royal-rich and wide.’
 
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Four courts I made, East, West and South and North, 
    In each a squared lawn, wherefrom 
The golden gorge of dragons spouted forth 
        A flood of fountain-foam.
And round the cool green courts there ran a row 
    Of cloisters, branch’d like mighty woods, 
Echoing all night to that sonorous flow 
        Of spouted fountain-floods.
 
And round the roofs a gilded gallery 
    That lent broad verge to distant lands, 
Far as the wild swan wings, to where the sky 
        Dipt down to sea and sands.
 
From those four jets four currents in one swell 
    Across the mountain stream’d below 
In misty folds, that floating as they fell 
        Lit up a torrent-bow.
 
And high on every peak a statue seem’d 
    To hang on tiptoe, tossing up 
A cloud of incense of all odour steam’d 
        From out a golden cup.
 
So that she thought, ‘And who shall gaze upon 
    My palace with unblinded eyes, 
While this great bow will waver in the sun, 
        And that sweet incense rise?’
 
For that sweet incense rose and never fail’d, 
    And, while day sank or mounted higher, 
The light aërial gallery, golden-rail’d, 
        Burnt like a fringe of fire.
 
Likewise the deep-set windows, stain’d and traced, 
    Would seem slow-flaming crimson fires 
From shadow’d grots of arches interlaced, 
        And tipt with frost-like spires.
 
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Full of long-sounding corridors it was, 
    That over-vaulted grateful gloom, 
Thro’ which the livelong day my soul did pass, 
        Well-pleased, from room to room.
Full of great rooms and small the palace stood, 
    All various, each a perfect whole 
From living Nature, fit for every mood 
        And change of my still soul.
 
For some were hung with arras green and blue, 
    Showing a gaudy summer-morn, 
Where with puff’d cheek the belted hunter blew 
        His wreathed bugle-horn.
 
One seem’d all dark and red—a tract of sand, 
    And some one pacing there alone, 
Who paced for ever in a glimmering land, 
        Lit with a low large moon.
 
One show’d an iron coast and angry waves. 
    You seem’d to hear them climb and fall 
And roar rock-thwarted under bellowing caves, 
        Beneath the windy wall.
 
And one, a full-fed river winding slow 
    By herds upon an endless plain, 
The ragged rims of thunder brooding low, 
        With shadow-streaks of rain.
 
And one, the reapers at their sultry toil. 
    In front they bound the sheaves. Behind 
Were realms of upland, prodigal in oil, 
        And hoary to the wind.
 
And one a foreground black with stones and slags, 
    Beyond, a line of heights, and higher 
All barr’d with long white cloud the scornful crags, 
        And highest, snow and fire.
 
And one, an English home—gray twilight pour’d 
    On dewy pastures, dewy trees, 
Softer than sleep—all things in order stored, 
        A haunt of ancient Peace.
 
Nor these alone, but every landscape fair, 
    As fit for every mood of mind, 
Or gay, or grave, or sweet, or stern, was there, 
        Not less than truth design’d.
 
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Or the maid-mother by a crucifix, 
    In tracts of pasture sunny-warm, 
Beneath branch-work of costly sardonyx 
        Sat smiling, babe in arm.
Or in a clear-wall’d city on the sea, 
    Near gilded organ-pipes, her hair 
Wound with white roses, slept St. Cecily; 
        An angel look’d at her.
 
Or thronging all one porch of Paradise 
    A group of Houris bow’d to see 
The dying Islamite, with hands and eyes 
        That said, We wait for thee.
 
Or mythic Uther’s deeply-wounded son 
    In some fair space of sloping greens 
Lay, dozing in the vale of Avalon, 
        And watch’d by weeping queens.
 
Or hollowing one hand against his ear, 
    To list a foot-fall, ere he saw 
The wood-nymph, stay’d the Ausonian king to hear 
        Of wisdom and of law.
 
Or over hills with peaky tops engrail’d, 
    And many a tract of palm and rice, 
The throne of Indian Cama slowly sail’d 
        A summer fann’d with spice.
 
Or sweet Europa’s mantle blew unclasp’d, 
    From off her shoulder backward borne: 
From one hand droop’d a crocus: one hand grasp’d 
        The mild bull’s golden horn.
 
Or else flush’d Ganymede, his rosy thigh 
    Half-buried in the Eagle’s down, 
Sole as a flying star shot thro’ the sky 
        Above the pillar’d town.
 
Nor these alone: but every legend fair 
    Which the supreme Caucasian mind 
Carved out of Nature for itself, was there, 
        Not less than life, design’d.
 
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Then in the towers I placed great bells that swung, 
    Moved of themselves, with silver sound; 
And with choice paintings of wise men I hung 
        The royal dais round.
For there was Milton like a seraph strong, 
    Beside him Shakespeare bland and mild; 
And there the world-worn Dante grasp’d his song, 
        And somewhat grimly smiled.
 
And there the Ionian father of the rest; 
    A million wrinkles carved his skin; 
A hundred winters snow’d upon his breast, 
        From cheek and throat and chin.
 
Above, the fair hall-ceiling stately-set 
    Many an arch high up did lift, 
And angels rising and descending met 
        With interchange of gift.
 
Below was all mosaic choicely plann’d 
    With cycles of the human tale 
Of this wide world, the times of every land 
        So wrought, they will not fail.
 
The people here, a beast of burden slow, 
    Toil’d onward, prick’d with goads and stings; 
Here play’d, a tiger, rolling to and fro 
        The heads and crowns of kings;
 
Here rose, an athlete, strong to break or bind 
    All force in bonds that might endure, 
And here once more like some sick man declined, 
        And trusted any cure.
 
But over these she trod: and those great bells 
    Began to chime. She took her throne: 
She sat betwixt the shining Oriels, 
        To sing her songs alone.
 
And thro’ the topmost Oriels’ coloured flame 
    Two godlike faces gazed below; 
Plato the wise, and large-brow’d Verulam, 
        The first of those who know.
 
And all those names, that in their motion were 
    Full-welling fountain-heads of change, 
Betwixt the slender shafts were blazon’d fair 
        In diverse raiment strange:
 
Thro’ which the lights, rose, amber, emerald, blue, 
    Flush’d in her temples and her eyes, 
And from her lips, as morn from Memnon, drew 
        Rivers of melodies.
 
No nightingale delighteth to prolong 
    Her low preamble all alone, 
More than my soul to hear her echo’d song 
        Throb thro’ the ribbed stone;
 
Singing and murmuring in her feastful mirth, 
    Joying to feel herself alive, 
Lord over Nature of the visible earth, 
        Lord of the senses five;
 
Communing with herself: ‘All these are mine, 
    And let the world have peace or wars, 
’Tis one to me.’ She–when young night divine 
        Crown’d dying day with stars,
 
Making sweet close of his delicious toils– 
    Lit light in wreaths and anadems, 
And pure quintessences of precious oils 
        In hollow’d moons of gems,
 
To mimic heaven; and clapt her hands and cried, 
    ‘I marvel if my still delight 
In this great house so royal-rich, and wide, 
        Be flatter’d to the height.
 
‘O all things fair to sate my various eyes! 
    O shapes and hues that please me well! 
O silent faces of the Great and Wise, 
        My Gods, with whom I dwell!
 
‘O God-like isolation which art mine, 
    I can but count thee perfect gain, 
What time I watch the darkening droves of swine 
        That range on yonder plain.
 
‘In filthy sloughs they roll a prurient skin, 
    They graze and wallow, breed and sleep; 
And oft some brainless devil enters in, 
        And drives them to the deep.’
 
Then of the moral instinct would she prate 
    And of the rising from the dead, 
As hers by right of full-accomplish’d Fate; 
        And at the last she said:
 
‘I take possession of man’s mind and deed. 
    I care not what the sects may brawl. 
I sit as God holding no form of creed, 
        But contemplating all.’
 
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Full oft the riddle of the painful earth 
    Flash’d thro’ her as she sat alone, 
Yet not the less held she her solemn mirth, 
        And intellectual throne.
And so she throve and prosper’d: so three years 
    She prosper’d: on the fourth she fell, 
Like Herod, when the shout was in his ears, 
        Struck thro’ with pangs of hell.
 
Lest she should fail and perish utterly, 
    God, before whom ever lie bare 
The abysmal deeps of Personality, 
        Plagued her with sore despair.
 
When she would think, where’er she turn’d her sight 
    The airy hand confusion wrought, 
Wrote, ‘Mene, mene,’ and divided quite 
        The kingdom of her thought.
 
Deep dread and loathing of her solitude 
    Fell on her, from which mood was born 
Scorn of herself; again, from out that mood 
        Laughter at her self-scorn.
 
‘What! is not this my place of strength,’ she said, 
    ‘My spacious mansion built for me, 
Whereof the strong foundation-stones were laid 
        Since my first memory?’
 
But in dark corners of her palace stood 
    Uncertain shapes; and unawares 
On white-eyed phantasms weeping tears of blood, 
        And horrible nightmares,
 
And hollow shades enclosing hearts of flame, 
    And, with dim fretted foreheads all, 
On corpses three-months-old at noon she came, 
        That stood against the wall.
 
A spot of dull stagnation, without light 
    Or power of movement, seem’d my soul, 
’Mid onward-sloping motions infinite 
        Making for one sure goal.
 
A still salt pool, lock’d in with bars of sand, 
    Left on the shore; that hears all night 
The plunging seas draw backward from the land 
        Their moon-led waters white.
 
A star that with the choral starry dance 
    Join’d not, but stood, and standing saw 
The hollow orb of moving Circumstance 
        Roll’d round by one fix’d law.
 
Back on herself her serpent pride had curl’d. 
    ‘No voice,’ she shriek’d in that lone hall, 
‘No voice breaks thro’ the stillness of this world: 
        One deep, deep silence all!’
 
She, mouldering with the dull earth’s mouldering sod, 
    Inwrapt tenfold in slothful shame, 
Lay there exiled from eternal God, 
        Lost to her place and name;
 
And death and life she hated equally, 
    And nothing saw, for her despair, 
But dreadful time, dreadful eternity, 
        No comfort anywhere;
 
Remaining utterly confused with fears, 
    And ever worse with growing time, 
And ever unrelieved by dismal tears, 
        And all alone in crime:
 
Shut up as in a crumbling tomb, girt round 
    With blackness as a solid wall, 
Far off she seem’d to hear the dully sound 
        Of human footsteps fall.
 
As in strange lands a traveller walking slow, 
    In doubt and great perplexity, 
A little before moon-rise hears the low 
        Moan of an unknown sea;
 
And knows not if it be thunder, or a sound 
    Of rocks thrown down, or one deep cry 
Of great wild beasts; then thinketh, ‘I have found 
        A new land, but I die.’
 
She howl’d aloud, ‘I am on fire within. 
    There comes no murmur of reply. 
What is it that will take away my sin, 
        And save me lest I die?’
 
So when four years were wholly finished, 
    She threw her royal robes away. 
‘Make me a cottage in the vale,’ she said, 
        ‘Where I may mourn and pray.
 
‘Yet pull not down my palace towers, that are 
    So lightly, beautifully built; 
Perchance I may return with others there 
        When I have purged my guilt.’
 
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